Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 4:45 PM
second last day of school.
did nothing much again. because it's maths&science day again.
im not prepared yet, neither do i have the motivation to study.
but 2more days to O's Science Practical. 6more days to the start of papers.
im afraid that i might not do well. im afraid i might disappoint many people out there who have high hopes on me. im scared. hais.
nothing more to say about. tomorrow's the last day of school.
i mean lessons. the day which everyone are looking forward to from the start of secondary school life. but you will never know that whether or not you will bear to part with the secondary school life.
i can't. i know i will miss it for sure. almost 5years in boonlay sec.
all the good&bad memories are all in there. found my bffs there, found my passion for chinese orchestra there, found my friends forever there, not forgetting my lovely juniors.
but this is all going to come to an end very soon, tomorrow&it should be time to stop&mug for another 3weeks just to the begining of another phase of life. which i have not yet decided where to go to, &what to do in the future.
guessed, i will post more stuffs about boonlay sec after the end of my O's.
which is on 11nov, my last paper. which i have to say goodbye.
tomorrow is the IP award prize presentation.
getting colour award tomorrow. many says, it's useless. but it means to me alot, alot.
because it's a confirmation from teacher that you really put in alot of effort in the CCA.
im glad, i've been confirmed by teacher for the past 2years, as well as this year. in the past, it's all service rendered, but this time it's different. because it's leadership. the moment that i've been waiting for.
i know, you might say, 'you're crazy!!'. but im not.
the moment you are being confirmed by teacher, you know you mean something to them.
yeaps. it's not time to say goodbye to blss yet.
so .. im not gonna post until like so emoed((:
heard that many people wont be going to school tomorrow.
because there isn't much of lessons. duh~~
nevermind. im honoured&proud to say that im a boonlayian&im still one now.
the very last time in getting colour award in boonlay sec. the very last time to be with fen&terence they all to be up on stage together[though is one front one back]. the very last time, to crap with them like how we did during practice time as a boonlayian before putting on the spects&mug till the very last paper of O's.
loves~~
if only, you were still my motivation. how good would it be.
motivation are needed. im lost of direction in life&motivation to go on in studies.
if only you know, how much i like you before&how much i needed you now.
forget it. life has to move on. no point continuing when there's no ending.
but i want to say, i still miss you so badly.
21april2oo8
PS; im just ranting. i know the picture is abit too obvious. so shutup.
